May 25th, 2015
|05:22 pm - smile like you mean it.|
I go by Josie cos I hate my real name.
My family history is one of alcoholism and diabetes.
I write and I do photography, but I'm a complete amateur at both.
I'm afraid of elevators.
I believe we all need a little unexplained spontaneous combustion in our lives.
I love reading, writing, music, manga, photography, theater, movies, and Chinese food.
I get lost frequently.
I'm trying to get into Urban Exploration, but it's impossible in my city.
I know hardly anybody bothers reading these.
I have some self-destructive tendencies.
I'm a sucker for sci-fi movies, even the bad ones.
Sometimes I read the dictionary.
I get myself and my friends into trouble a lot.
I have a love/hate relationship with the world.
Current Mood: okay
October 19th, 2011
i don't really use my livejournal anymore. in case anybody wants to find me other places, i'm on tumblr, at http://lipstickandleeches.tumblr.com
June 21st, 2011
|02:53 pm - doc update|
when i went to the doctor a week or so ago, i found out i have a vitamin D deficiency, and i'm slightly anemic. no news on the hot flashes. going to the dermatologist tomorrow to get all my moles checked out. hopefully everything's okay. i'm a bit worried. but we'll see.
also i've been prescribed another med for my depression. been on it a few weeks. no change. fuckkk.
Current Mood: nauseated
Current Music: Marina & the Diamonds
June 7th, 2011
|06:15 pm - And Please Don't Let Me Go.|
I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?" With a tear in his voice he says, "Son, that's the question. Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?"
God damn I fucking love Mayday Parade. ♥
So, I broke up with my boyfriend a few weeks ago. And I think I'm getting over it. I'm proud of myself. But he's still really upset, so I feel kind of bad.
Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: Mayday Parade
May 25th, 2011
|05:04 pm - i'm not dead, i swear.|
just busy. finals and all that good shit. but after next week, i'm on summer break. so i'm definitely looking forward to that. in other news, i'm trying to watch what i eat, but it's not working because i have no self control. fuckkk.
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: If We're All Alone, Aren't We In This Together?
April 9th, 2011
|12:23 pm - update.|
i was clean for 92 days, relapsed, was clean for two more weeks, relapsed again, and have now been clean for one week. i guess i should have thrown out all my razorblades when i tried to quit the first time, but i didn't. i just don't understand why it has to be so hard to stop cutting.
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: Still Love You - Tom McRae
March 3rd, 2011
|08:24 pm - But I was a hero early in the morning,|
I ain't no hero in the night... Every time I hear Wolf Parade's "You Are A Runner and I Am My Father's Son," I think of Rukia and Ichigo from Bleach. I want somebody to make a music video of them to that song. That would be amazing.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: I'll Believe In Anything - Wolf Parade
February 23rd, 2011
So. I started watching Skins. Like, legit UK skins, not the US spin-off. And I'm straight-up addicted. My favorite so far is Maxxie, for sure. Anyway, that's where I've been. Off watching Skins. Also, I've not been sleeping well lately. Not sure why. It's really frustrating though, I go back to school on Monday and I don't function well without rest. On a side note, I'm looking for some knew books to read. Any suggestions?
P.S. Recently made it to the two month mark since I stopped cutting, and I'm feeling pretty good.
February 21st, 2011
|01:53 am - Taiyou No Kikoushi|
I just read the entire series in one night. This is what happens when I get a week off from school. I get very ambitious. But... not in the right ways. If textbooks were made into comic book format, I might actually do the reading I'm assigned for my classes.
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Embers - Just Jack
February 12th, 2011
so, last night i had a dream about puck and finn from glee... it was really weird and random, and i don't remember much of it, but there was ridiculously greasy bacon and dead leaves and a bank robbery and some kissing in the back seat of big white van. all i know is i woke up really confused.
Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: Pretty Girls Make Graves - The Smiths